December 2011
God I wish I didn't hate myself
My hands are absolutely ACHING to draw but I just can’t
Forget the haters on the Internet for a second, okay
The hater is me
I hate my art and I hate myself
There’s this pile of drawings on my scanner that I can’t either bear to look at because I hate my style so much
My body longs to draw but my heart isn’t in it
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Man this screwdriver isn't really filling
I mean I haven’t spit it out yet and cried that means I found another fruity cocktail I can handle good for me
But I haven’t eaten in several hours and I’m really hungry
I was going to make myself some salad but I’m shit at eating salad and can only do it if there’s something like mozzarella balls in it or something and my mom left the container open and ruined them...
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At least I got a screwdriver on the rocks
Thanks dad
Happy fucking new year
May this drink fuck my shit up and render me drunk as a fucking skunk
turzitot asked: *nudges the big grown-up* WHR333333! CH1RP!
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FUCKING STEAM YOU ARE HORRIBLE GIVE ME MY COAL...
I had seven lumps of coal for the Great Gift Pile giveaway raffle thing but for some stupid reason I decided to try and CRAFT THEM
And I got a 33% coupon off a Valve title
But I already have nearly all the Valve titles I want AND a 25% off coupon which I’m planning to use on Garry’s Mod sometime and an extra 8% off is not the sort of thing that would make any difference
So now I...
I'm not Tumblr famous.
stuffedwithfluff:
Getting asks isn’t a regular thing, I still smile when I see Messages (1).
People don’t reblog me ASAP. Sure, I get reblogged 20 or 30 notes, if I’m lucky.
I don’t get asked for pictures of me.
People don’t ask me for requests.
I don’t have alot to offer.
most of my blog is 99.9% reblogs
i LOVE every little follower of mine
SO ACCURATE.
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“I hope that in this year to come, you make mistakes.
Because if you are making...”
– http://journal.neilgaiman.com/2011/12/my-new-year-wish.html (via neil-gaiman)
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askgrimdorks:
well...
Read More
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babyblainesus:
bless my soul
herc is on a roll
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You guys like Homestuck? Do you like Scalemates...
ex-wife:
I bet you motherfucking do.
Well, if you do, and you really like Scalemates, go check out THIS super cool chick! She makes them. For free. Yeah, man. For free.
It’s like Gristmas all over again with her. All the time. Every day.
She’s doin’ this because she says she wants some practice, even though these things are the most fucking precious things I’ve ever seen, so drop her an ask...
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Maybe if I unfollow
They’ll get the message
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Wow I can't even bring myself to care about the...
I just want my parents to finish making lunch so I can eat that stupid shit and go back to bed
I’m going to spend all of today in bed
None of you can stop me
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octopole replied to your post: I wonder what I need to do to make assholes leave me alone
you could disable anon asks i guess?
wigmund replied to your post: I wonder what I need to do to make assholes leave me alone
Turn off anonymous and ignore them. And also, believe us when we tell you how awesome you are.
I already turned off anonymous but people have found other ways to upset me so...
I wonder what I need to do to make assholes leave...
Other than quit the Internet like some retarded baby
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How to test your Gaydar
renegadepineapple:
Step one: Watch Adventure Time’s “What was Missing” in it’s entirety. No pausing, no fast forwarding.
Step two: Answer this simple question. When did the gay start and where did it end?
If you answered along the lines of: YUHEFGYUBF!!!! GAYGAY!OMGTHISISSOGAY!HOWCANANYONEDOUBTTHIS!
You have nothing to fear. Your Garday is operational and functioning normally. Move along.
...
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medicationmambo replied to your post: balencia replied to your post: balencia replied to…
Shai, I don’t recall, are you having treatment for your depression? Because you really need it. You need to tell someone how you feel, okay?
Uh, I am…? I don’t want to go into specifics but I’ve been getting help for several years but like five months ago bad shit happened and my...
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balencia replied to your post: balencia replied to your post: I wish people would…
Why do I even bother? As long as you don’t start considering suicide, I’m good. Look. You love art, right? Explain to us exactly why your giving up doing what you love to do?
I’ve already explained multiple times. I realized it’s just not good and if I haven’t improved in nine years after...
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balencia replied to your post: I wish people would stop judging me on account of things I’ve done in the past
May I ask you a question? What will it take to make remember that you are a fantastic artist? What do all of your followers and dA Watchers have to do to make you realize that?
I think you’re looking for something that just doesn’t exist.
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I wish people would stop judging me on account of...
I’m going to put this under a read more okay so you won’t have to deal with too much of it
Alright so yes I admit I’m an immature prick and kind of a giant monkey fart but I apologized and tried to move on but these people just won’t let go
And now they’re kicking me with steel-toed boots while I’m on the ground grabbing at my ruptured spleen and hitting where...
kirsten7767 asked: Hey dude, you and I, should get together on some CO-OP drawing program, and doodle the shit out of everything. Cats, homestuck, PANTS, furniture, random appliances, did I mention cats? I got Tegaki Messenger, Paintchats, that doodle thing on the 3DS, and WLM 2009. No pressure or anything!
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Fetish Friday, End of Year 2011 Edition →
So yeah let’s do this thing that’s been going around
Let’s see how disgustingly tame I am
And how many people are going to unfollow me now that they know
[wait how the fuck do I readmore why is it not working aaaaah]
(+ = like, - = dislike, and / = neutral/no preference. More of a symbol means more liked/disliked than others)
Anal on Males [/]
Anal on Females [-]
Breasts...
wattsworth asked: go listen to that ira glass thing about art, and the gap
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balencia replied to your post: i’m just going to curl up in bed until sleep is kind enough to take me in
Look, do you think Leonardo or Dali’s styles were well-recieved when they first started out? No, they were not! Your style is just as unique as the masters. You keep putting yourself down, stop! You love art, right?
…
Look, I don’t want to be rude, but… Really?
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haha did tumblr just yell at anyone else for using...
anonymouscomrade:
hey
hey tumblr
maybe if vanilla tumblr wasn’t the shittiest shit that was ever shat from a butt I wouldn’t need to use Missing E to get around your clonky bullshit
Wait what
I get off Tumblr for an hour and a half and try to go to sleep but can’t manage and go back on and stuff happens
What the fuck Internet it was just 90 minutes
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